u/Final_Depth_8330

You didn’t have to leave. We could have been friends. Best friends. I know I was a certain way before I met you but now after having been with you, I know what I want in a relationship. Thank you for that.

I think our bond is too good to throw away. I really hope you’ll come back. I miss you more than you know, and I want to share my time and energy with you.

You already know all this. I just want you to know that I’m always here with open arms. Let someone care about you and come back, please.

It’s nighttime and now I’m just thinking so much 😢 I’m having that moment again where I realize one day I’m gonna die, that’s scary. I also just left someone I cared a lot about because they turned into a completely different person and it was honestly terrifying. I’d usually be talking to him at this time of night but I’m not and even though he was bad for me, I miss him a lot, he was nice and I could go to him for anything

My mom is also making me come home from college for the summer and she’s just awful, I can’t go back and I don’t even want to think about it.

Sometimes I just want to sleep forever

That’s it. This sucks and I hate feeling like this and being alone, but it could be worse

I’m a freshman psych major, and I just got a 79% in my Philosophy class. I’m so frustrated with myself and I fear it’s going to look bad for me in the future. I would really like to get into a good grad program (maybe even a prestigious one if it is in the cards for me) and it sucks because they won’t see a 79%, they’ll just see a C.

I know I’m going to look at this years from now and it’s not going to matter, but I can’t shake it off at the current moment. I was so close and I’m disappointed in myself. If I couldn’t handle that what does that mean for the rest of my college career??