Does anyone relate? Management obviously don’t care and lie when they claim to. I’m in a predicament whether to leave or stay, don’t want to go through being new all over again
Like I’m not diagnosed but I’ve genuinely had suicidal ideation because of my appearance a while ago but earlier today again. My parents accuse me of having body dysmorphia and a doctor sent me a link about it 2 years ago.
My face is genuinely lobsided and wonky- one nostril bigger, one cheek bigger, one eye bigger, one brow higher, forehead huge. I’ve tried to be more positive but I feel so ugly😭. Can it even be body dysmorphia if I’m correct in what I say?
I’ve been using my back camera everyday for over a year to get used to my face after refusing to look at it from that view my whole life. I literally had a breakdown after using the inverted filter.
I’m going to Greece with my mum as my late 21st bday present but now I’m worrying I’ll have no nice photos of myself there, feel insecure.