The amount I pay should be enough for me to stop!
I pay $150 for a bottle of 100 3.75 alkaloids that lasts me about 10 days! I have been on them for over a year and was always able to pay cash. But I also wasn’t taking 10 a day until probably around the last 4 months. But now I’m having to charge them to my credit card and keep this all from my husband. Plus my state just banned them starting July 1st and I am freaking out. I have been through withdrawals when I was addicted to pain medication years ago and I could NOT handle it. The depression was so bad that I ended up spending $8000 to go to rapid detox. After that whole process I promised my husband I would never go there again. Well here I am again and am scared to death. I’m so lost right now. Sorry for the rambling, but I have no one I can talk to about this as I’m so ashamed of myself.