u/Fair_Current_5544

It’s embarrassing how much this is taking a toll on me. I promised myself I would not reply to your text because I don’t want to be ghosted again. I keep repeating this pattern with my previous crushes and relations. I do feel for you but you just aren’t the one for me. Someone who values me isn’t going to ignore me and then reply when it’s convenient. I deserve someone who is brave and affectionate. Withholding closeness and giving me crumbs just proves to me that you are not my person.

You texted me back “too late”. In the mean time I have questioned my worth and place in your life and I have already let you out of my heart. So no! You are never getting a reply from me. I don’t ever want to repeat the cycle of waiting and feeling abandoned. I protected my heart for you and you took me for granted. I have a boundary which I cannot violate myself. I hope you have a good life and I will make sure I am never in it.