Akala ko pag ginawa mo things will get better
Akala ko solusyon sa pagiging sore loser ko is pag nagpapayat ako. Akala ko kahit papano mas lalawak yung access ko when it comes to hookups or meeting someone.
I really don't want to diminish my progress so far pero di ko maiwasang hindi malungkot. Still olats? Ganun ba talaga ako kapanget?
I really don't know bakit ang malas ko pag dating sa relationships, sa hook ups hell even having gym friends. . Di na naman ako suplado sa gym, kasi i tried smiling but i always get ignored? Tas i had this sudden boost of confidence so i tried grinder again, maski di goodlooking di na nag rereply, ang nakakainis pa, nag sabi na ko na iblock nalang if pass pero left on read din.
Bakit ganito?? Parang every moment of my life pinaparamdam sakin lagi na di ako attractive? Na di ko deserve na tignan? Like parang daily dose of reality lagi. I don't want it to affect me pero grabe eh. 😭
Sorry i just really want to vent this out. Life can be really cruel. 😭