Heartbreak
I dont even know where to start.
Me and my male friend shared a good rapport. There was something deeper for me in it.
After a lomg tike of the friendship. He starts flirting. Things escalated.
When we fjnally went on a date after our feelings had bevome clear, he just ghosted me.
Now.
I only recently got to kmow the ghosting was not as simple as just that
Anyway.
Regardles sof the intention.
Im hurt. I miss him.
He doesnt want to speak to me.
Not a word.
I cannot handle this.
He was an importabt part of my life. Even platonically, i saw him as part of my life even if just as a friend.
Plus the fact that we were friends long before things changed, Is maybe adding to the hurt.
And due to xommon xircles there is no avoiding him. After seeing him, it feels like someone put a dagger through my heart. Its painful but also someone my eyes long to see.
Idk what to do.
Will i get over it.
I dont even have friends besides him.
I cannot go on.
And im.just not the person who can cut off soemone. I need continuity in comtact. This is a huge shock for my system.
My feekings were reciprocated.
He wa sreliabke.
And suddenly he, of all people, cuts me.off.
Which no one does. Even enemiess re-connect if its been a while. Hes doesnt want to despite time having passed.
We were friends for a long time. Hence why i even considered him important. Need help.