I don’t wanna live my future at all
I don’t wanna do this anymore. Senior year is horrible. Everyone says it’s the best year of hs but i’ve felt nothing but disappointment. Like yes i sound like a boring loser chud because i AM a boring loser chud. I have no friends and i spend my time doigg my literally anything else to get my mind off of everything ever. the unfortunate thing is, i actually got into a really good school and now i have to do something with that. fmllll. i don’t wanna do anything. i’ve said it before and ill say it again I wanna be homeless or at the very least houseless whatever they’re calling it now. I wanna be like that sleeping on people’s couches and jumping from place to place yk. My life definitely doesn’t suck but im definitely unhappy. Alcoholic retarded parents and a future i don’t want but i need to pursue bc i have no other option. Can’t do shit but sit around and do stupid self destructive things. Dam I hate being sober