Hey there, I am 18 and I have been stuck in the loop of stoping and then relapsing again, and i am fucking tired of this, so for the last time I have decided to try again. I have printed a paper of a calendar for 3 months for my recovery plan and each day passes I cross it on my calendar, so far this method has worked for 2 weeks but right now I am strongly attracted again and my body is becoming weak and I am afraid of relapsing again after that 2 week streak. I am really desperate and tired of this bullshit cycle of recovering and relapsing and I am afraid of it ruining my life more than It has already done. I appreciate any advice from you If someone has been in the same situation and how much time does it take to fully recover and your body gets back to normal and the craving starts to vanish.
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Hey there, I am 18 and I have been stuck in the loop of stoping and then relapsing again, and i am fucking tired of this, so for the last time I have decided to try again. I have printed a paper of a calendar for 3 months for my recovery plan and each day passes I cross it on my calendar, so far this method has worked for 2 weeks but right now I am strongly attracted again and my body is becoming weak and I am afraid of relapsing again after that 2 week streak. I am really desperate and tired of this bullshit cycle of recovering and relapsing and I am afraid of it ruining my life more than It has already done. I appreciate any advice from you If someone has been in the same situation and how much time does it take to fully recover and your body gets back to normal and the craving starts to vanish.