any advice
MY mom keeps nagging me about being more religious like religion isn’t a personal journey, she often says I lack any eman, for example randomly she will be listening to AI slop on her tiktok a literal AI nasheed that mentions the prophet, which personally I wasn’t paying attention to, and I didn’t say (PBUH) she then went on a rant again about having low eman. it seems she has zero disregarded about something Ive told her a handful of times, I have adhd she doesn’t care nor believes in it, I even at this point am diagnosed (I had to get it myself in my old age). She is unbarably religious, every year she becomes more religious and becomes more judgemental. She often thinks back to when I was only 10 a random lady my mom met at the masjid that invited us to her home told my mom that I have no eman. Imagine an older lady my senior tells another women your daughter has no eman. It is ridiculous, its not like I lack eman, its that my mind is constantly occupied its hard to focus at times on specific things, if I had to guess that women was telling me something religion associated, and maybe I was just in my own head. I told my mom today she is like anti religious by being overtly judgemental but of course it goes over her head.