i’m questioning my sexuality again and again. i’ve been labelling myself as a lesbian since forever, but then last year i somehow fucked up and got a boyfriend and i broke up with him after 11 months. while i was with him, i thought i was happy and thought i belonged there. looking back at it, i was never interested in the sex or making out and i always wanted it to be over quick. i was jealous of him, because he got to be with a girl but all these realizations only came after i broke up with him. when i did break up, i never once cried or been sad over it i actually felt really really free. now, i’m in a relationship with a girl and she makes me really happy, i don’t question anything and when we have sex i never want it to end, she still gives me butterflies every time we kiss and what not but he never did. the thing is, i find men attractive but i could never feel for a man the way i feel for a woman. life is honestly so confusing. all my friends tell me that i’m most definitely a lesbian and they NEVER expected me to date a man and that it never made sense. i agree with them. thank you for reading this.
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i’m questioning my sexuality again and again. i’ve been labelling myself as a lesbian since forever, but then last year i somehow fucked up and got a boyfriend and i broke up with him after 11 months. while i was with him, i thought i was happy and thought i belonged there. looking back at it, i was never interested in the sex or making out and i always wanted it to be over quick. i was jealous of him, because he got to be with a girl but all these realizations only came after i broke up with him. when i did break up, i never once cried or been sad over it i actually felt really really free. now, i’m in a relationship with a girl and she makes me really happy, i don’t question anything and when we have sex i never want it to end, she still gives me butterflies every time we kiss and what not but he never did. the thing is, i find men attractive but i could never feel for a man the way i feel for a woman. life is honestly so confusing. all my friends tell me that i’m most definitely a lesbian and they NEVER expected me to date a man and that it never made sense. i agree with them. thank you for reading this.