Hey I need some help
I've been dealing with some stuff my entire life I want I'm having trouble figuring out if I have it I sometimes fear feel blurry not like there is something controlling me that I don't mind at all but and there's voices in my head and they don't tell me to do stuff they have their own personalities and everything they have their own interest in stuff they want to do should I go to the therapist I think I should you just don't know if I if I have it I often struggle with stuff like this I'm pretty sure all my voice is on my head are nice and I've been watching stuff about d i d for a while and I do relate to some of the symptoms of feeling blurry not being emotionally connected to a moment I was in and sometimes people say I act differently I normally do and notice might be sound weird in it but something like black out not like you know fully blackout like I know I'm somewhere I'm not and when I get get back I'm I get till I was acting differently I I got in trouble one time and I didn't even know what I was in trouble for because at that moment I was in the kitchen one moment in the next I'm sitting across a living room with my stepdad being told off I'm sorry I just don't know what to do and I know that I might not have it I just need some help and I'm sorry if I being rude and intruding on your space but I really need help and I don't know what to do in my experience are similar to someone like that you guys have night really I really just want to figure out what going on I have not been diagnosed yet but I have some similarities to this disorder and I don't want to self diagnose mostly because I don't want people to think I'm I'm faking this there's nothing wrong with self-diagnosing if you don't have the right places to go to get diagnosed or not in a safe place I really don't want to get harassed though I just wanted to see if there's anyone who could have like a similar experience to to mine and I might just have like psychosis or something like that I'm sorry I just wanted to make sure a and I'm not here for a diagnosis I'm just here wondering if any of you have some experiences or can like per say give me some resources I promise I'm not here for diagnosis I'm just here because my brain sucked at knowing what going on inside