u/EqualPie515

Not only not interesting, but downright depressing. I am not religious, and I'm not trying to sound preachy, I'm just talking about my own feelings. To me, sex without love seems meaningless and sad. I honestly can't stand the thought. Even in media, when I see characters have casual sex because they can't be with their true love, it's depressing as hell.

Right now I identify as asexual, but I might be demisexual. I haven't had sex or a romantic relationship (I'm not aromantic.) I am going through a really hard time emotionally right now, and not having a friend or partner makes it so much more difficult.

I can physically feel it. It's like my heart's being crushed and yet I'm empty at the same time. I hope it happens sooner rather than later, because it's getting worse as I get older.