I accidentally glared at a girl I like repeatedly.
For context, I’m in high school (online), and go to a PHP clinic for my social anxiety, 6 hours a day, 5 days a week. There’s this girl I think I like in the depression group, but I barely talk to her, and she probably thinks I’m a loser. As my dad pulled out of the parking lot when we were leaving, I made eye contact with her through the window, as she was standing next to her parent’s car. The sun was in my eyes, so it looked like I was glaring. Then, a couple seconds later, I look back and make eye contact with her again, and I can feel my face glaring from the sun and just tired eyes, now it seems like I’m deliberately glaring at her. And now it’s too late to smile or something cuz we’re basically out of the parking lot. I feel bad, because she has expressed being upset by people not smiling at her, and also because I want her to know that I like her (as a person, because there’s like 1% chance I’d ever be with her romantically).
Thanks for reading, I’ve just been ruminating on this a lot.