u/Entire-River-9025

Hi so I posted before about being a straight female with HOCD. I have recently been sucked into this idea that on a sensory scale e.g. texture, pressure, movement etc. giving head to a woman would be quite pleasant. I am aware (and have been told) that sensory preferences do not dictate a persons sexuality - you can find something pleasant on a sensory scale ^ but not actually desire it in real life. I know that if I envisioned myself looking at any woman's vagina I would have no desire to do anything with it in fact I feel as though even my perception of the textures would change. I have never been romantically involved with a woman either nor do I wish to be (never had a girl crush etc.) my brain keeps whooshing at me the fact that even tho all of these things are sensory and as discussed - do not dictate sexuality, I do not believe any straight women would think this way (again on a sensory scale I don’t have a desire to do anything in real life- this is all just in my head when I try to imagine it). I don’t know how to combat this thought and Its odd bc if sensory preferences don’t dictate sexuality then why is this stressing me out so much! I would like some opinions on this battle with the idea that ”straight women wouldn’t think this” cause I keep thinking ”you think giving heard would be pleasant even if it just sensory”

thanks :))

p.s. ik sexuality is a fluid thing!! but I’m wondering about this specific thought xxxx

Hi so I posted before about being a straight female with HOCD. I have recently been sucked into this idea that on a sensory scale e.g. texture, pressure, movement etc. giving head to a woman would be quite pleasant. I am aware (and have been told) that sensory preferences do not dictate a persons sexuality - you can find something pleasant on a sensory scale ^ but not actually desire it in real life. I know that if I envisioned myself looking at any woman's vagina I would have no desire to do anything with it in fact I feel as though even my perception of the textures would change. I have never been romantically involved with a woman either nor do I wish to be (never had a girl crush etc.) my brain keeps whooshing at me the fact that even tho all of these things are sensory and as discussed - do not dictate sexuality, I do not believe any straight women would think this way (again on a sensory scale I don’t have a desire to do anything in real life- this is all just in my head when I try to imagine it). I don’t know how to combat this thought and Its odd bc if sensory preferences don’t dictate sexuality then why is this stressing me out so much! I would like some opinions on this battle with the idea that ”straight women wouldn’t think this” cause I keep thinking ”you think giving heard would be pleasant even if it just sensory”

thanks :))

p.s. ik sexuality is a fluid thing!! but I’m wondering about this specific thought xxxx