Help, I am in love with a married person
I (M28) think i am in love with a married woman (M28). I mean we are literally best friends now, and i think the best way to end is to stop speaking with her. I thought after she got married we will stop talking but we haven’t. Sometimes I wonder why. And whether her husband is aware. Certainly she knows i liked or like her? I feel like i should cut her off so i am able to move on, since she’s never going to be mine. Smh. How do i tell her this, or do i need to not tell her why at all. It’s very painful that she’s never going to be mine. So i can’t just cut her off without telling her? We vibe but anytime i remember she’s married then it hurts all over. She doesn’t really talk much about her husband or keeps that part away from me idk. Since she married i have only asked about him twice and she just says, “hes fine” . But it’s crazy because she tells me things or messages me on small things and observations which i will ordinarily expect someone who’s married to ask their husband. Eg, she was buying a gift for her dad and asked me which brand was good, ordinarily i will expect her to ask her husband this? Or am i tripping? She called me one more than one occasion and we spoke about many nothings for 2 hours. This is someone i text almost everyday. The day she told me she was getting married soon, i actually broke down and cried 😂😂😂while shopping and it affected me. I was planning on telling her how i feel. In my experience most of my friends who get married do not retain the same level of previous correspondence with their friends. I am very confused now. So what would you do in my case? Because she’s never going to be mine and I want to stop thinking about her. Do i just cut off?