u/EmptyPerspective3361

As an introvert, sa totoo lang nakakamiss din lumabas. Mag ayos para sa date. Maging passenger princess (or kahit driver sige na din), para mag discover ng bagong kainan, cafe or hangout place. Makipag kwentuhan without the pressure of impressing the other person. Makipagkwentuhan because you genuinely connect and found stuff interesting enough to talk about. While staring at a nice view, not necessarily looking at each other all the time. Relaxed and safe.

Nakakamiss din mag enjoy tumambay with someone. Matrato ng tama. Kiligin at magpakilig. Pero bakit parang ang hirap magkaron nun ngayon? Ako lang ba?

Hi Daddy,

This year, I’ll be the same age as you were when you passed. It’s been 22 years since. And I miss you everyday.

I’m sure you’re always watching us from up there. So I probably don’t need to update you. I hope you see how we’ve been coping, while not necessarily being able to move on from losing you.

I’m going through some tough times now. And to be honest the last few years had been really difficult. I wish I could invite you to lunch to catch up and hangout like the old times. So I could get advice and comfort, and for sure some help and relief, too.

My tarot reading for today said to reach out to my guardian angel. So here I am. Please help me get through. Rest would be really good but since I don’t see any way I could get that, then please give me strength. Give me guidance. Keep me safe.

I miss you, Dad. There’s not a single day I didn’t wish you were still here. I love you everyday.