u/Emotional_Fuel6743

35F. Estranged from my mother this year. Also trying to get pregnant and be a mother myself but it’s not happening. So I neither have a mother nor can be a mother myself. And this weekend is going to be hard. I’m in my feels. Sad and depressed.

Estranged from my mother because she chooses silent treatment over talking to me. Silent treatments last 2-3 months. Sometimes 9 months. And then she tries to contact me as if nothing happened. This became a pattern and I’ve finally decided to cut her off permanently.

What was the pre-wash and the post-wash sperm count look like on your IUI?
If you’re posting a number please specify if it’s pre-wash or post-wash.
I also think it would be helpful to see if you were successful.