We were just friends at first and then we became best friends we live kinda far from each other so we mostly talk through texts, after spending time with her I started to like her and after about 4 months of hiding it I confessed. She was shocked and said that I should think through first and after some arguing she said that she only dates to marry and she thought that things wouldn't work out btwn us, at that time I was sacrificing my sleep just to talk to her but she still didn't think it would work, So I just accepted it and didn't bother her about it from then on. We still are good friends and i still do really like her but i know she wouldn't go out with me ever, right now I'm just happy to talk with her but I don't know how long it will stay like that, she will eventually find someone that will make things work out for her. Well if she finds someone good for her I will be happy and wouldn't bother them anymore. I have always been left alone so her leaving me wouldn't be something new for me but it will hurt a lot.
Thank you for listening to my boring story. I just wanted to get it off my chest. Hope you have a good day.