u/Electronic_Code4483

I am 20M and I don’t think I’ve ever really (or at least not for a very long time) have initiated conversation with a random girl sitting next to me. It took so much damn courage and I didn’t even think she was super attractive or anything. She was super sweet and it went great. Unfortunately I did not ask for her number or socials but I feel like this was a start.

I usually feel lonely and sad but tonight it is at a new level after hanging out with some friends and just hearing how much better they have it. I feel like I’m only living ti suffer and that’s all I will ever know and it’s making me have bad thoughts just want someone to talk to