u/Electronic-Equal-980

I am a 19f, what does it mean to have anger issues ?

My parents argue alot. My dad is that typical asshole man who yells and verbally abuses my mom. My mom is no less, makes up scenarios in her head and yells and degrades my dad, saying he is weak and scared of his elder brother, saying my dad doesn’t do the earning and we are only surviving bcz of my uncle.THAT IS A FUCKING LIE, my dad works alot, and i see him working hard. But he can’t control his tongue and he thinks that we are his puppets , that what ever he says we have to follow!!! Fuck everyone both my parents are MISOGYNISTIC ASSHOLES. Yes i will verbally abuse now cz i am frustrated as FUCK. They fucking argue all the time
And now that i have also started replying back there small ego gets hurt
They fucking cannot stop arguing, it annoys me and i get pissed and yell at them and then both of them take there frustration on me by saying what not
They let my YOUNGER FUCKING BROTHER GO OUT and they just compare soooo fucking much.
Whole my life i did whatever made them happy
Pursing a damn fucking degree just for the sake of there happiness and those fucksters they will always choose my brother, expect in cases where they to use me as a fucking labor! They whole day today i helped them moving in and after the whole work is done my mom fat shames me! Saying i won’t move my fat asss
HOW DARE SHE! I do i not argue back! How do they allow my brother to have all the fun and make do all the work and then say i am a lazy fucking ass bcz i am tired and sitting at home where as my fucking brother goes out with his friends!
I had to collect my damn specs from the store. It was 9:30 and that ass of my father says i am not allowed and exactly at that time my brother was outside with his friends doing what not! He is a fucking mino! I am damn adult!!!!! I so want this pain to go away
It feels so heavy. I need some fucking distractions
They always treat me as i am a disappointment.
FUCK THEM