u/Early_Storage5736

yet that one failure strips u off of many opportunities. that one failure makes u ineligible to be reclassified as bsa on ur 3rd year. that one failure makes ineligible for latin honors. that one failure disqualifies u from transferring to dlsu. that one failure demerits u from applying for a summer program abroad.

it’s really hard to say one thing does not define who u are as a person when everything just pins u back to that one thing.

how do u even tell ur parents who has been working hard all their lives to give u a comfortable life that u have failed them? that u can’t proceed as a bsa student on ur 3rd yr at ust?

we’ve been inseparable for the past 4 years. we’re very close, pero up until now, i still feel like i’m walking on eggshells when i’m with her. i still feel like i have to be very careful with what i say because i’m afraid i would upset her.

she usually rants sakin abt stuff and sometimes i feel like the stuff she gets annoyed at, i could be that “annoying stuff” at times.

i really think this is mainly a me problem but i don’t know how to improve how i think :( i’m not like this naman before. i’m not this anxious and paranoid, but since the start of 2026, feel ko mas naging sensitive and vulnerable ako.

that i can’t even open up to her kasi feeling ko nagiging burden na ako.

(this is literally what’s bugging me atm so i know it’s kinda scatted and i just word vomitted, but hey, it’s a rant and vent subreddit :D)

ps. pls be kind