u/Due-Impression2899

I’m at a bit of a loss of what to do. I’ve been having just an absolutely foul taste in my mouth (feels like it’s kind of at the roof of it?) for a few weeks now. It’s tastes like rotten crap. It’s not constant only happens when I swallow something. I’ve been absolutely convinced it was a tonsil stone but I’ve tried all the home remedies like warm salt water and it’s not helped.

I had a dentist check up yesterday and asked if they could help but they said they can’t and they don’t see anything of concern. Idk if it’s a tonsil stone that’s really deep or if it’s something else entirely.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated

This year has been pretty much nothing but a downhill slope for me and every time I think I see things getting better I’m brought back down to an entirely new low. I’m 18m and in September of last year I had a nasty breakup with my lost term girlfriend which was already heartbreaking enough before I found out she got with her guy best friend whom she told me not to worry about not even a month after we split. The same guy best friend I trusted her to be alone with at his house not long before we broke up.

For the entirety of this year I’ve been unemployed living with my parents and doing pretty much nothing but trying to get my driving license. The job market where I live is basically in the gutter for young people though I’m the only person my age I know of who seems to be struggling so much to find even one place that will let me work for them.

I started the year off with a very solid group of friends (two couples and myself) who have now only got time for themselves and their friends meaning I don’t get out and socialise anywhere near as much as I used to. It used to be so effortless.

One of the couples in my group had a very close female friend who they would often hang out with. She started following me a few months back and we began talking and when my friends found out they explicitly told me not to talk to her romantically. Both of us wanted to keep talking to eachother despite this and we hit it off really well and were dating in secret with the promise of telling them when we were ready to. We had sex about a month ago on the first time we met and she then since would keep avoiding the topic of seeing me again. This ended last week when she told me she’s not ready for a relationship because she basically wants to try things out and make mistakes etc.

I always wondered why my friends that are a couple were so protective over her and I’m pretty sure it’s because they want to have a threesome with her. Pureply speculative I will agree but they’re has definitely been some weird stuff that very much points to it being the case and I’m not the only person who’s thought this. Anyway the three of them hangout and get drunk at eachothers house basically every weekend so I can only assume. It makes me feel sick

These might be little people problems idk I just feel so hopeless and i miss when things looked like they were going well for me. I miss when I was excited about life because I’d always be doing something and have plans. I miss when my phone was full of messages from friends and someone I loved. I miss when I was working towards something

I’m desperate can someone please talk to me

This year has been pretty much nothing but a downhill slope for me and every time I think I see things getting better I’m brought back down to an entirely new low. I’m 18m and in September of last year I had a nasty breakup with my lost term girlfriend which was already heartbreaking enough before I found out she got with her guy best friend whom she told me not to worry about not even a month after we split. The same guy best friend I trusted her to be alone with at his house not long before we broke up.

For the entirety of this year I’ve been unemployed living with my parents and doing pretty much nothing but trying to get my driving license. The job market where I live is basically in the gutter for young people though I’m the only person my age I know of who seems to be struggling so much to find even one place that will let me work for them.

I started the year off with a very solid group of friends (two couples and myself) who have now only got time for themselves and their friends meaning I don’t get out and socialise anywhere near as much as I used to. It used to be so effortless.

One of the couples in my group had a very close female friend who they would often hang out with. She started following me a few months back and we began talking and when my friends found out they explicitly told me not to talk to her romantically. Both of us wanted to keep talking to eachother despite this and we hit it off really well and were dating in secret with the promise of telling them when we were ready to. We had sex about a month ago on the first time we met and she then since would keep avoiding the topic of seeing me again. This ended last week when she told me she’s not ready for a relationship because she basically wants to try things out and make mistakes etc.

I always wondered why my friends that are a couple were so protective over her and I’m pretty sure it’s because they want to have a threesome with her. Pureply speculative I will agree but they’re has definitely been some weird stuff that very much points to it being the case and I’m not the only person who’s thought this. Anyway the three of them hangout and get drunk at eachothers house basically every weekend so I can only assume. It makes me feel sick

These might be little people problems idk I just feel so hopeless and i miss when things looked like they were going well for me. I miss when I was excited about life because I’d always be doing something and have plans. I miss when my phone was full of messages from friends and someone I loved. I miss when I was working towards something

I’m desperate can someone please talk to me

This year has been pretty much nothing but a downhill slope for me and every time I think I see things getting better I’m brought back down to an entirely new low. I’m 18m and in September of last year I had a nasty breakup with my lost term girlfriend which was already heartbreaking enough before I found out she got with her guy best friend whom she told me not to worry about not even a month after we split. The same guy best friend I trusted her to be alone with at his house not long before we broke up.

For the entirety of this year I’ve been unemployed living with my parents and doing pretty much nothing but trying to get my driving license. The job market where I live is basically in the gutter for young people though I’m the only person my age I know of who seems to be struggling so much to find even one place that will let me work for them.

I started the year off with a very solid group of friends (two couples and myself) who have now only got time for themselves and their friends meaning I don’t get out and socialise anywhere near as much as I used to. It used to be so effortless.

One of the couples in my group had a very close female friend who they would often hang out with. She started following me a few months back and we began talking and when my friends found out they explicitly told me not to talk to her romantically. Both of us wanted to keep talking to eachother despite this and we hit it off really well and were dating in secret with the promise of telling them when we were ready to. We had sex about a month ago on the first time we met and she then since would keep avoiding the topic of seeing me again. This ended last week when she told me she’s not ready for a relationship because she basically wants to try things out and make mistakes etc.

I always wondered why my friends that are a couple were so protective over her and I’m pretty sure it’s because they want to have a threesome with her. Pureply speculative I will agree but they’re has definitely been some weird stuff that very much points to it being the case and I’m not the only person who’s thought this. Anyway the three of them hangout and get drunk at eachothers house basically every weekend so I can only assume. It makes me feel sick

These might be little people problems idk I just feel so hopeless and i miss when things looked like they were going well for me. I miss when I was excited about life because I’d always be doing something and have plans. I miss when my phone was full of messages from friends and someone I loved. I miss when I was working towards something