Lost at sea.
Im feeling lost. My feelings for you are not fading. At first after our breakup, I saw them fading in the distant water. I really thought they would go away. But over time, the thought of you got stronger. I cant escape you. I see you in everyone and everything. Ive focused my life and energy on other things. Ive had so many distractions from our memories. As years went on I seen you had moved away I thought to myself, this is it. He most likely will never move back and I was surely wrong. My thoughts of you intensified around old territory. Memories of me and you. Maybe I shouldn't be running anymore. I decided to move back to mt. Then I thought maybe he mentioned me on reddit, bam. Saw that post. I came across your mind. Surely you knew I would eventually move back, and I supposed you had the same idea. I saw you at my job a few months ago. My heart felt like it was going to explode. Now I feel like im drowing. Im drowing in my emotions, my memories, my past mistakes. Theres nothing but time to think here alone with my thoughts and regrets. Nothing to distract me. You wanna know where your heart is? Look to see the last place it wonders at night. Who's face do you see? I feel lost at sea.