u/Dry_Investigator4716

This is honestly the most alone I’ve felt in years, I work from home so some days I don’t leave the house at all. I live alone so some days I don’t talk to anyone the whole day. Everyone I know is busy all the time, I’ve tried different hobbies and it only keeps me occupied for so long and can get pricey after awhile. I know everyone is busy living their own lives but I’m so lonely, and everyone says you need to be okay with being alone but why, humans are social creatures, I crave human interaction so much. I feel like I’m on here everyday just to engage with other people.

Multiple people had told me I’m handling my break up better than they would have after spending so much time together and living together. But truthfully I’ve never been worse off in my life, I’ve lost so much weight I’m barely eating 200-400 calories a day, I spend all day in bed, I booked a plane ticket to other side of the country bc I felt like my sadness would swallow me whole here. And he’s decided he wants to sleep with other people a month after our break up… I feel like I can’t escape the constant pain