u/Dry-Yogurtcloset727

I’m a bit at a loss and need an outside perspective on the situation.

At my gym, there’s a woman (around 25) who works there. Over the years I’ve (31) been going there, we’ve occasionally had short conversations at the front desk, always brief and practical. What stood out to me was that she would hold very intense eye contact for a long time and seemed nervous/excited whenever she saw me.

About a month ago, she happened to be using a machine I wanted to use (outside of her working hours, and no other machines were free). So I went over in the usual way and asked if we could alternate sets. She agreed, and we ended up talking for quite a while. The conversation felt easy and pleasant, and we laughed a lot. Even after she was done with the machine, she stayed to keep talking, though eventually we went our separate ways.

A few days later I saw her again and, after some small talk, asked about her hobbies because I wanted to see if there was something we might enjoy doing together. In the end, apart from fitness, we didn’t really have shared hobbies, so I decided to be direct and suggested exchanging numbers and grabbing a drink sometime. She said she didn’t have her phone with her at the moment but would still be working until 3 pm and would be around. I said okay, then I’d come talk to her again later.

Later, when I went back to the front desk, a nervous male employee suddenly rushed toward me and asked what I needed. I told him it was fine, it had already been taken care of. At that point I thought, “Okay, she’s not interested, whatever.”

Then around 3 pm she came directly to me while I was training and said she didn’t know me well enough yet to go out for drinks right away, but that she was almost always there. I replied, “Okay, fair enough, then the next time we see each other, let’s just train together and get to know each other that way.” She agreed.

In hindsight, maybe I should have left it there already. Over the following weeks I barely went to the gym because I was feeling lazy.

Today, about a month after the last interaction, I saw when entering that she was there, but the front desk was busy, so I thought I’d just talk to her later when things calmed down.

A bit later, when the front desk was empty, I went over — and suddenly the manager approached me from behind and asked what I needed. I said I wanted to talk to her, and he replied that she was very busy, would soon be on break, and that maybe he could help me instead (which made me feel like the whole gym probably already knew about me).

That’s when I got upset, and I calmly told him to please tell her to leave me alone and stop bothering me in the future. He said he didn’t understand and that he had a duty of care toward her, and that she was afraid of me. In the end, the manager told me to be cooperative to add a note to my file, saying that I had some kind of issue involving her. I wasn't aggressive, or had a loud voice or anything.

The whole thing hit me really hard, and now I honestly don’t know what to think. I’m fairly muscular and can probably come across as intimidating physically, but I’m not some kind of monster. I’m calm and I reflect on my behavior a lot. I deliberately gave the whole thing time and space and tried to take things slowly, and then today I got hit with this punch to the gut.

For me, the matter is completely over now, and I’ll keep a huge distance from her in the future. But still, I can’t stop wondering what I could have done better. I genuinely thought there was mutual interest there.

What do you think happened here? Did I somehow come across as creepy?

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u/Dry-Yogurtcloset727 — 7 days ago
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Wollte um Rat beten weil ich gerade in einer schwierigen Situation bin.

Habe vor einem Jahr mein M.Sc. in Luft-und Raumfahrttechnik mit 1.5 abgeschlossen mit Spezialisierung in der Flugregelung/Simulation/Modellierung und habe 2015 eine Ausbildung als Elektroniker für Energie-und Gebäudetechnik (Schnitt 3.0) abgeschlossen.

Suche jetzt seit einem Jahr einen Job als Ingenieur und finde keinen (ca. 130 Bewerbungen, 5 Vorstellungsgespräche). Die Jobs waren hauptsächlich im CAD Bereich weil mir das Konstruieren im Bachelorstudium sehr gefallen hat. Habe mich Anfangs aber auch viel Querbeet beworben, auf Stellen in der Simulation, FEM Analyse, CFD Analyse (deutschlandweit). Meine Unterlagen lasse ich regelmäßig durch einen Bewerbungscoach prüfen. Beziehe seit nem Jahr Bürgergeld und arbeite nebenbei als Getränkelieferant in München. In die derzeit wachsende Verteidigungsindustrie komme ich wegen meiner russischen Staatsbürgerschaft nicht rein, ablegen kann ich sie auch nicht ohne die Gefahr auf russischem Konsulatsboden einkassiert zu werden.

Ich überlege jetzt einen Job als Elektroniker anzunehmen und dann parallel einen Ingenieursjob weiter zu suchen. Laut Handwerkskammer sollten die 10 Jahre die ich fachfremd war kein Problem sein der Geselle ist immernoch gültig.

Die Frage ist ob es nicht vielleicht andere Wege gibt die näher am Ingenieur dran sind damit ich später bessere Chancen habe doch noch als Ingenieur zu arbeiten. Oder wäre das später auch als Elektriker kein Problem was zu finden? Hab auch überlegt später einen Meister zu machen und eine Firma zu gründen, ist vielleicht viel zukunftssicherer als der Ingenieursberuf. Oder doch lieber Arbeit als Servicetechniker suchen.

Freue mich auf jeglichen Input. Danke für das Lesen und das eventuelle Antworten.

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u/Dry-Yogurtcloset727 — 17 days ago