u/DrizzyDayy

I’m the youngest of 3 and my grandma ended up taking custody of me and my oldest brother due to our mom being a drug addict and always in and out of prison. Even though all three of us have different dads, we don’t know our dads because our mom doesn’t even know herself.

A few years ago, I called her and asked her why did she have me?? She told me something on the lines of not wanting to get rid of me due to not wanting to hear her dad and mom’s mouths about getting a you know what (idk if I’m allowed to use the word in this subreddit).

This infuriated me because she knew she was in no position of having a third child. She couldn’t even take care of the two children she already had. So the fuck what if your mom and dad would get on you about getting rid of the fetus?!?! Anyone in their right mind would actually agree with a drug addict getting rid of the fetus.

I’ve tried to be understanding and give her chance to be in my life since I always wanted my mom in my life ,but I came to the realization that she doesn’t love nor want me.

I haven’t spoken to her in almost 4 years due to not wanting to get sober, only calling me when she needs money and choosing her boyfriend over me. Also, of course putting me in this evil demonic world. Now, I’m suffering the consequences of her being irresponsible and endured abuse that no child should ever have to go through.

The moment I saw Kalani and Kira, I was thinking Kira may have Mexican roots. With kalani, I’m thinking the same thing but also Italian from her dad’s side. Please don’t come at me if this was already asked. I looked it up but couldn’t find anything about it.

Idk if this is the right place to post this but since I’ll be mentioning me being aroace this is the only place I can think of posting.

Even though I don’t want a romantic relationship, I still want a companionship. Mainly, Queer platonic relationship with a woman. Even though I don’t experience romantic nor sexual attraction towards women I experienced other attractions towards women like aesthetic, emotional, and sensual.

I’m currently in school to become an registered dietitian that specializes in eating disorders and I just picture myself being a registered dietitian, making a decent salary, live in a nice apartment or house that I own, have 2-3 cats and be in a QPR with a woman that I love and adore🫶🏾.