u/DragonflyAway7182

I was born female but I've had this feeling for a while and idk what it means. Like I don't think I want to transition to a guy but some days I feel like it and other days I feel like being more feminine. Most of the time I dress like a guy kinda wearing baggy T-shirts and baggy pants but other days I dress more feminine wearing tang tops and leggings. I often think about how great it would be if I was a guy but even if I wanted to transition my parents are very transphobic. I'm not sure what this means and what I should do...

I'm a teen in high school and I've been addicted to energy drinks for a while now, I've been having them once a week since 8th grade. Recently I've realized how bad that is for me and I'm throwing away lots of money every month because of it. I'm always walking to the gas station down the street to buy a monster or alani and buying them at my schools store and its hard to stop and idk what to do. I drink them to have energy to clean my house and I've been relying on them since it gives me energy to do so. Its not even the tastes or flavors, its the fact that it has caffeine. How do I stop? Can someone help me out or give some advice?