I should just kms. My chopped 6ft powerlifter built ass with chainsmoker voice was doomed after 14, it doesn't matter that I started at 17. Holy fucking hell I will never forget my place as a lowly hon scum again.
I'm built just like this mf except skinnier and muscular, that's wild
Overpopulation is highly debated, and some don't consider humans to actually be that damaging to the ecosystem, blaming the capitalism instead. I wonder what your thoughts are.
Like Italian is a pretty gendered language, but I also only get casual social interactions like when buying something at the store, asking for directions, talking about bike repair, stuff like that. Other people get called signora, signorina, signore, ragazzo, ragazza etc. I just never get called anything at all. Maybe some occasional elderly person will say "ciao, bello" after staring at me in confusion. People just avoid gendering me it feels like, but I also don't get enough social interactions to be sure?
My friend says that's malefailing, but I don't really feel like I'm capable of malefailing.
Why do all good things have to have bad consequences fmstl
We are both trans young adults and haven't met in-person, but we hanged out a lot and she is always there for me when I feel suicidal or very sad. She started HRT earlier than me (at 16, I started at 17), she is smaller than me and skinny, and her voice never dropped. She grew up in a woke city, attended countless metal festivals, played in a band and has her own musical project, she always was an openly gay guy before coming out, has good parents, has a 10/10 bf. I often feel like filth compared to her. I haven't achieved anything in my life.
She keeps talking about her bf, and it makes me feel dead inside. When I ask her how she's doing, she will say something like "played games with my bf in bed", or when she talks about hiking spots she will say "we had sex here, it was very romantic". Like, I'm happy for her, and we like to talk about guys and stuff, but it also just makes me feel like an utter loser. I'm 5ft11, I have deep, ugly man voice, I have big hands and broad shoulders, I'm broke and live in a conservative country, I'm not pretty like her, I never will be. I will never find a bf.
I don't know why she likes me so much. Sometimes she inspires and encourages me to try new things, to be myself, to buy that ticket and go see that band I've been wanting to see, to record some music even if it's not good, to try and be friends with those guitarist guys I keep seeing in my neighborhood, but I always fail. I feel like I'm in a prison of my own making, like I don't want to get better, I don't know...
Также 95см грудная клетка под грудью, и 102см бедра при 180см росте. Очень себя как кирпич какой-то ощущаю
It just sounds like high pitched male voice. I am raising my larynx pretty high tho.
I only recently started voice training and I kinda sound like Mickey Mouse 😭
I still can sound vaguely fem, but if I raise my larynx to the max, it's very quiet and raspy. I've been practicing a lot and trying to keep my speech more consistent and relaxed and it didn't feel like I was straining. I can send my vocaroo if needed, but it sounds pretty shitty 😭