r/femcelgrippysockjail

I also spent the last of my money on weed so I need cash quick (not for more weed just so I have money in my account). I bought it to draw with and to use for college but for one thing I stuck suck at drawing after all these years of practice and for another thing idk why I thought a tablet would help me with school because I'm still failing my ONE SINGLE class I'm taking. I'm such a loser oh my god.

I made friends with a girly via a fandom event and we bonded over art and we've been hanging out literally daily (I may or may not be crushing on her) so I've been feeling slightly better about my existence & honestly my looks too like if such a cute girl is hanging out w me I can't be that off-putting right?

She started playing tomodachi island and she's been sending me her miis, she's a great artist so it was like a super cutesy perfect replica of whatever anime boy or celebrity she was making. And then she's like I'm making one of you rn actually :3 and I'm like wow??? Do I deserve this?? And then she sends me the mii and I literally see how she went out of her way to give it chubby fucking cheeks, made its eyes so far apart and shaded the fuck out of my eyebags like if I didn't know her I would think she made it ugly on purpose. ☠️ Chat.... That's literally me. I can't believe people perceive me like this. Literally shattered my illusion that I may be looking kinda cute lately. Shit's so bad that even my mii is chopped, god 😭