u/Dependent-Amount-239

So I’m looking to get into UBC for physics. I have a 96 avg in Physics 11, an 87 Avg in Precalc 12, a 91 avg in Chem 12 and I should have a B+ or an A in law once I hand in a few assignments. I’m in grade 11 rn and these are my current grades. I’m also doing a lot of extracurriculars which include Concert Band, Jazz Band, Choir, Vocal Jazz, and Musical Theatre (Tech).
I’m getting As in all of those. And my average last semester was ~85 (86Eng 86Comp 86Auto 83Bio). Im expecting to get even better grades next year and I am looking at other options if I don’t get in, which i realize is likely that i wont. Also maybe suggest other programs or opportunities you think i moght be suited for, i like to keep all my doors open!

What do I do with my hair while I’m growing it out? It looks so awful right now and I don’t know what to do with it in this awkward phase. My barber said that in order to grow my hair out I shouldn’t cut the hair in front of my face but it looks really ugly rn and it gets in the way of my eyes and it’s so annoying I don’t know what to do with it.

I’m currently in Grade 11 and I’m taking PreCalc12 because I took pc11 in the summer. I’m stuck at like 86-88 and I don’t know why. My first test was an 80% but my second test was 92 but then my third test was 86 and then my most recent test was 93. I just can’t seem to get my grade up no matter how hard I try. I feel like I never fully understand or remember the concepts when it comes to the test. Everything is moving so fast right now and I’m so fucking exhausted. I’m also taking Physics, Chem, And Law and I’m so fucking stressed out.

This is just a rant, not asking for advice. My whole life my body has been weak, I was always the slowest runner, I’d always get winded the easiest, and I could never keep up with my classmates. Every time J try to be active it feels like my heart wants to escape my chest and my shins want to disintegrate. Even right now as I’m trying this my right knee hurts for no fucking reason. It’s always my right knee. My lung capacity has never been great either, im pretty sure I also have exercised induced asthma. There will be like month long stretches where it feels like my lungs aren’t big enough and no matter what I do I can’t get enough air in. I’m having lower back pain and shoulder tightness all the time too and I feel like my neck is always stiff and that I have to crack it every hour. Sometimes when people tell me to sit up straight, it causes more discomfort than when I’m slouching just a bit. And on top of that I have a stomachache and terrible gas every fucking day and I have low blood pressure (runs in the fam tho). Every time I get out of say a hot tub I feel like I’m gonna faint. I feel like I’m falling apart and I’m only fucking 16. But I’ve looked at the criteria for hEDS and I don’t meet the criteria for hEDS because I’m actually not flexible at all in my spine or my legs. But I have so many other random symptoms of hEDS that bring me so much discomfort and I just wish I could know what’s wrong with me. Because I don’t have hEDS and I don’t have like anything else I’ve heard of. I’m just so fucking sick of this useless rickety body. I can’t even imagine what Itll feel like when I’m 60.
I’m sorry if this is the wrong place to post this, I don’t know where else.

I’m currently in Grade 11, my S1 grades are 83 in Bio, 86 in English, 86 in Computers, 86 in Auto. My S2 grades are currently 92 in physics, 86 in Precalc12, 84 in Chem, and probably around a B in Law. I want to study Physics or EE at UBC, U of T, SFU, Waterloo, McGill, Carleton, U of M, UFV, or U of A. But for me the most realistic options are UBC, SFU, and UFV. I am working really hard to try and get my grades into the 90s right now because I know mid 80s aren’t good enough for UBC.