u/Dense-Departure3804

i am a 21 M and i came out as bisexual last year in 2025, but fast forwarding to 2026 i had my first date with a guy and i think that I'm Straight ???? I don't know it's just that i haven't felt that i was attracted to or had a crush on a guy before i do find that some guys are handsome and i sometimes sexaulize men, but i am also not that into dating women because find talking with women really hard on the other hand men understand easily and are easy to talk to, i have only been in an online relationship with a girl for 2 months i don't really consider that dating, so yeah i have no dating experience whatsoever, i don't know what i am anynore i am confused and scared. And also it might be my backward upbringing of my homophobic parents that i can't still imagine marrying a guy, all the romantic stuff that i watch on TV i can only imagine that with a women, ALSO is this have anything to do with sissy pornography???