u/Dense-Ad-8196

Speaking from my own brain.. I simply dont understand why most people are so dumb? why are we still racist.. homophobic? why do we not understand trans people? It's pretty simple they just feel something you've never felt and it is due to pretty much having the option to chose a gender it's really not that serious many people want things they cant have or wanna be ppl they aren't but this is just one thing that we've made possible... I just do not understand how people form opinions and don't question where their opinions came from? People really out here living like they cant use their whole brain? take an elderly woman grown up super old fashioned... she's gonna claim she doesn't understand gay people... HOW CAN YOU NOT REALISE THAT ITS JUST AN OPINION FORMED DUE TO THE WAY YOU HAVE GROWN UP AND WHAT YOUVE EXPERIENCED? like I just don't get it why don't people have the ability to question this ... why can't people see that they are just as worthless as any random person they see and that they only care about the things they care about because they are forced to live as them? like we're all so selfish but act like we're not by justifying it to fit into a civilised member of society.... shouldn't need to be justified it's natural to put urself first i just don't see why we can't do that but also accept that that's how others feel instead always thinking oh I'm right im right we all think we're fucking right ... why are we not a race of beings like those aliens without religion or different opinions or war or hate.... why can we not agree on anything? we're all the same thing living on the same earth... I don't get why we have to respect people's religions like one of you is clearly wrong and that's crazy to think about we have to respect all religions even when they are all (or all but one) just made up bs ?

We all have access to the same knowledge and facts and theories... why cant we just collectively decide which answers are the correct ones or most likely the correct ones and with what's left as enivitably undeterminable we just ignore until we can possibly figure it out ?

why is mental health misunderstood and not taken seriously by health care professionals

I've been struggling over a year.. ended up at the doctors asking for medication coz clearly cant cope on my own.... after putting her hand on her heart and going awww she says oh well this is just the start and we can begin a series of modules to help change perspectives and maybe cognative behaviour therapy....... not only have i done modules before, i find them & cbt very demeaning... they treat you like its your first day on earth... like you dont understand the concept of apreciating life, spending time with loved ones, keeping busy, changing ur perspective.... yeah, i fkn get it, the issue is i simply dont care coz i try and try and try....i wouldnt be waking up if i wasnt trying... do they understand they cant just tell me to write my thoughts and worries in a journal then close the book so i can forget about them as if they dont exist and as if i dont have to be bombarded with them in the first 3 seconds of waking up the next day? Then tell me to leave and come back in 3 weeks and see where I'm at? I came to you for help and ur sending back to 3 weeks of hell thinking ur little 5 min pep talk has changed my entire life... I struggle to wake up EVERYDAY... why can't they grasp that mental health is constant and doesn't stop no matter what you do.... we don't have an escape... waking up is hard, getting ready is hard, going to work is hard, coming home is hard sleeping is hard.. and the worse part, attempting to have fun is agonising, coz the entire time you are grieving how it used to feel... socialising is painful because I am not there... it's a shell of myself.. so no... a little mental health walk will not help... it may help you.. because you are not fucking mentally ill, when you feel sad or stressed, you can rest or relax.... THAT DOESNT EXIST FOR US

after me opening up and explaining best i can she starts talking bout "for mild to moderate cases like this..' as I stare at the floor reminiscing about how I've wanted to k!ll myself because I'm in so much pain, crying in the corner of my room screaming for someone to make it stop...then I look back at this b!tch who's clearly never experienced anything like this in her life and is ignorant to the fact im indeed not an idiot nor a statistic or as she put it 'most young people feel this way'... at this point it's not even only about me... it's about the fact that anyone with a functioning brain can develop feelings like these (and most do as more young people come to terms with reality) yet solutions or answers are not even attempted to be made..... I tried therapy and told him numerous things have made me feel certain ways where now I just don't see the point and I'm just done... and he just smirked n told me well maybe you can just find the point.... bro there is no point... most people can be happy coz their brains never overthink to the point u start seeing all this bad shit... what happens when ur a person who deeply understands that our very existance in this universe is random, scary and the society we call home is made up... how do u cope being aware of this every waking moment .. how do u have hope when u know hope isn't even real nor is happiness or love or any feelings... we aren't even real, were light and molecules and our "feelings" are chemicals..... only thing keeps people going is the feeling of working towards smth... like survival mainly... but as the hyperaware beings we are... it becomes very complex to be truley happy in this situation

I've been struggling over a year.. ended up at the doctors asking for medication coz clearly cant cope on my own.... after putting her hand on her heart and going awww she says oh well this is just the start and we can begin a series of modules to help change perspectives and maybe cognative behaviour therapy....... not only have i done modules before, i find them & cbt very demeaning... they treat you like its your first day on earth... like you dont understand the concept of apreciating life, spending time with loved ones, keeping busy, changing ur perspective.... yeah, i fkn get it, the issue is i simply dont care coz i try and try and try....i wouldnt be waking up if i wasnt trying... do they understand they cant just tell me to write my thoughts and worries in a journal then close the book so i can forget about them as if they dont exist and as if i dont have to be bombarded with them in the first 3 seconds of waking up the next day? Then tell me to leave and come back in 3 weeks and see where I'm at? I came to you for help and ur sending back to 3 weeks of hell thinking ur little 5 min pep talk has changed my entire life... I struggle to wake up EVERYDAY... why can't they grasp that mental health is constant and doesn't stop no matter what you do.... we don't have an escape... waking up is hard, getting ready is hard, going to work is hard, coming home is hard sleeping is hard.. and the worse part, attempting to have fun is agonising, coz the entire time you are grieving how it used to feel... socialising is painful because I am not there... it's a shell of myself.. so no... a little mental health walk will not help... it may help you.. because you are not fucking mentally ill, when you feel sad or stressed, you can rest or relax.... THAT DOESNT EXIST FOR US

after me opening up and explaining best i can she starts talking bout "for mild to moderate cases like this..' as I stare at the floor reminiscing about how I've wanted to k!ll myself because I'm in so much pain, crying in the corner of my room screaming for someone to make it stop...then I look back at this b!tch who's clearly never experienced anything like this in her life and is ignorant to the fact im indeed not an idiot nor a statistic or as she put it 'most young people feel this way'... at this point it's not even only about me... it's about the fact that anyone with a functioning brain can develop feelings like these (and most do as more young people come to terms with reality) yet solutions or answers are not even attempted to be made..... I tried therapy and told him numerous things have made me feel certain ways where now I just don't see the point and I'm just done... and he just smirked n told me well maybe you can just find the point.... bro there is no point... most people can be happy coz their brains never overthink to the point u start seeing all this bad shit... what happens when ur a person who deeply understands that our very existance in this universe is random, scary and the society we call home is made up... how do u cope being aware of this every waking moment .. how do u have hope when u know hope isn't even real nor is happiness or love or any feelings... we aren't even real, were light and molecules and our "feelings" are chemicals..... only thing keeps people going is the feeling of working towards smth... like survival mainly... but as the hyperaware beings we are... it becomes very complex to be truley happy in this situation

so after an athiest upbringing im trying to understand but struggeling with religion .. i genuinly just wanna hear ur opinions etc im not tryna be offensive im just trying to fully understand so i can truley accept my faith and not doubt it...

*how is it fair that god expects us to know christianity is the correct path... many ppl are born thru no will of their own into atheism or other religions and conditioned into that life and reality.. how are we meant to find christianity amoung hundreds of religions... just feels like a guessing game

*ik pain and suffering is brought on by ourselves but if god created us then why did he even create evil and jealousy and greed and just anything bad coz didn't he just create the possibily for evil and bad things to be a thing? like couldn't he have just not invented it lol no such thing everything could just be good? if he created adam and eve from nothing but himself then how did they have it in them to listen to the snake and disobey god? surley they can't be held accountable they were just beings randomly spawned with nothing but god in them--- side note the devil is the fallen angel.. again.. god created the angels? evil wouldn't even be a thing unless god created the ability for it to be surley....

Why are we forced to get jobs from the age of 18-70 (after being forced thru the school system too) drag ourself outta bed every day to go do some meaningless bs and come home exausted until we die.. whats it all for? they always say find ur passion but wym my passion? its all made up why can i just be a sheep chillin in the field ....no one asked to be here or designed the world we all just came into conciousness miraculasly and they have turned our existance into an inescapable prison... its all made up, the system the jobs the bills the taxes.... if u really zoom out and think, there was once nothing.. yet here we are, fleeting glimses of life floating around on this perfect planet in the middle of the cosmos and we have been so conditioned since birth into this system that no one even truley questions what the hell are we doing? we are being forced to abandon who we truley are to fit into this bs idea of 'life' they created... we are not allowed to think for ourselves, create things for ourselves... they have designed a system where everyone ends up living the same life... school, career, family maybe, die ... all while going thru so much pain suffering stress and anxiety over made up sh!t... after work, bills, housework, paperwork, maintinance etc etc... there is no time left to even think about who we are and what we might have done with this life if we were not stuck in this system but rather free to roam and be our true selves with no conditioning.... what are we doing? why is everyone so chill about this? the fact we are even experiencing anything is insane and we shouldnt be living under obligation? life was simple.. you keep yourself alive, you eat, you drink, you just live and be ...

but no, weve been lied to and made to belive we are worthless and lazy if we arent interested in selling our souls for corporate jobs ... does no one think that maybe our time here on earth should be spent with every second appreciating and enjoying the sheer craziness of how blessed we are to be alive and just all contribute to the curiousity of discovering things and working together to keep ourselves alive and happy? what happened .. seriously

Why are we forced to get jobs from the age of 18-70 (after being forced thru the school system too) drag ourself outta bed every day to go do some meaningless bs and come home exausted until we die.. whats it all for? they always say find ur passion but wym my passion? its all made up why can i just be a sheep chillin in the field ....no one asked to be here or designed the world we all just came into conciousness miraculasly and they have turned our existance into an inescapable prison... its all made up, the system the jobs the bills the taxes.... if u really zoom out and think, there was once nothing.. yet here we are, fleeting glimses of life floating around on this perfect planet in the middle of the cosmos and we have been so conditioned since birth into this system that no one even truley questions what the hell are we doing? we are being forced to abandon who we truley are to fit into this bs idea of 'life' they created... we are not allowed to think for ourselves, create things for ourselves... they have designed a system where everyone ends up living the same life... school, career, family maybe, die ... all while going thru so much pain suffering stress and anxiety over made up sh!t... after work, bills, housework, paperwork, maintinance etc etc... there is no time left to even think about who we are and what we might have done with this life if we were not stuck in this system but rather free to roam and be our true selves with no conditioning.... what are we doing? why is everyone so chill about this? the fact we are even experiencing anything is insane and we shouldnt be living under obligation? life was simple.. you keep yourself alive, you eat, you drink, you just live and be ...

but no, weve been lied to and made to belive we are worthless and lazy if we arent interested in selling our souls for corporate jobs ... does no one think that maybe our time here on earth should be spent with every second appreciating and enjoying the sheer craziness of how blessed we are to be alive and just all contribute to the curiousity of discovering things and working together to keep ourselves alive and happy? what happened .. seriously