u/Delicious_Storm979

I have never tried to just cry but I have always tried to cover it up. Is that normal?

I am a 13 year old and I ask the question. Why does my life have to be so scary and sad and stressful, like I feel like there is a shooting every minute and so many people die on a regular basis and with school and all of that stress life is not fun anymore and is instead a chore. So I ask again, are there any other kids that want to kill themselves and have tried to do so. It is also annoying because I have perfect life and I am still depressed and suicidal.