u/DelayOk2663

I never used to have bad anxiety. Performance anxiety? sure yea, that was and still is horrible. When i left school due to bullying in January of 2025 i had really bad anger issues and anxiety. My anger issues was very bad, getting into arguments with my family and then threatening to run away. But ill talk about anxiety since this is what the subreddit is about. I could barely leave the house and go to places where i knew people i knew would be (like kids from school). My best friend i started ghosting because she was horrible come over to my house with some girl i kinda talk to (but not really) at like 7pm. I freaked out she was sending me voice notes saying shes out side and i had a PANIC ATTACK. I got my dad to go outside and they were gone. Skip a few months and i went to therapy but i stopped because it felt useless. Went to a group for homeschooled kids and yet again stopped going because one day i was going to meet my friends in part of the park and i noticed there was a hella alot of more kids and so i panicked and stopped going as a whole. Now 2026. I have new friends and my social anxiety is slowly going away. But not the other types of anxiety. A week ago my best friend started ignoring me and i was super anxious and it turned out she was busy and replied back in 3 days. Then it happened again. This time there was a bigger reason which i wont say because its a long explanation. Anyways ive been getting into lots of fights with my mum saying im gonna go kill myself or something and then i think "wait if i did my family will be happy and then they will celebrate and forget about me" yea so i cant stop thinking this and i just want to live only so i can prove myself wrong (also i have death anxiety so...) But yea i just wanted to vent about how many things anxiety has ruined for me. Mainly friendship opportunities.

I play roblox and im a big fan of games with upgrades/achievements like incrementals. "collecting" achievements is fun and seeing the upgrades reach 10/10 is satisfying. My current favourite is leaf collector incremental. I have steam and im looking for a casual/chill simulator where you upgrade tools or just upgrade in general and obviously achievements but there doesnt need to be alot of achievements like minecraft just something that gives me a bit of "challenge". Power wash simulator is relaxing so something similar would be cool. I don't mind if its paid or not. Preferably paid as they are better quality lol.

Hey some context me and her have been freinds for 10 years and we are teenagers so basically put whole lifes currently. Also i have the worst anxiety ever and had therapy for it but stopped since it didnt help. Before i explain the problem ill say a bit more about us so you might be able to help better. She has family issues and also does thid alot but normally responds after a few hours. But i texted her at 1pm she seemed normal then at like 3pm i texted her just about a show i was watching and she read it but then just didnt read the rest but she was still online so i was like huh weird and since i have really bad anxiety i never think "oh shes just busy" i think "great she hates me". Ever since she left me on read shes been online every 10-20 minutes for about a few seconds or minute (yes im this anxious im literaly struggling to type this i hate it sm) its currently 1am and the last time she was seen was 10 to 1am so i was like oh so she cant be busy at almost 1am? me and her made up after a massive argument only a few weeks ago and i thought that was it yay were back to friends again. but my anxiety isnt helping and im thinking the worst. sometimes she makes excuses like "oh i just thought i replied" or "oh i didnt get a notification" and i believe but idk im just anxious and i dont know if she is ignoring me on purpose. pls be kind bcus i just worry alot and i dont mean to.

Help me im a teenager who suspects of autism. I struggle with the WORST sensory issues especially touch wise. I hate having no socks on i dont really like having a hoodie off because it feels to airy? I can't touch dirty water in the sink which is probably common anyways but the worst of it comes at night. I have to use asmr to help me sleep but when im trying to sleep i have atleast 3 things bothering me and mostly 5 in general. It's always: Shirts not pulled enough and is scrunching up, my pants (as in underwear) get scrunched up or too far on the wrong side, oh now my mattress is too pointy an hurts my back (my parents can't afford a better mattress sadly), my pillow feels too uncomfortable. All of this combined and i just get overloaded, overwhelmed, i start crying feeling like im never gonna sleep and i just wanna fucking jump of a cliff. Im in the age range 13-15 so don't recommend anything dangerous but honestly can anyome tell me anything that can help (im immune to sleep tablets and roll on stuff)

Hi i watch 911 on disney+ in the uk its currently almost 10pm uk time but theres no new episode. Google says that it comes out in the us on thursday then follows on friday in the uk.