u/Deep-Revolution-1633

i saw online there’s around 20k applicants but does anyone know if there’s any info about how many make it through to each stage?

there’s a kind of comfort in feeling like this and i feel like if i get better then i was never that bad off in the first place. so tired of all this and no one is taking notice. it might sound insane but part of me wants to get worse so people actually see how bad im doing and that im not just lazy.