u/Dear_Plan293 — reddlx

I’m in my twenties and I was fully sexually assaulted when I was 14 I was fine w sex for a few years after that but some other experiences happened such as sexual coercion when I was in my late teens. TMI ig but now every time I hookup with a guy and he fingers me I’m fine for a minute or so and then I get super hot and nauseous and literally have to jump up and run to the bathroom to throw up. It’s weird because it’s not like I don’t want to be doing it, i do I just get nauseous every time. This has been happening for a year and I don’t know what to do to change it. I really wonder if this has something to do with my sexual trauma and if anyone has ever experienced this as well.

I’m in my twenties and I was fully sexually assaulted when I was 14 I was fine w sex for a few years after that but some other experiences happened such as sexual coercion when I was in my late teens. TMI ig but after that every time I hookup with a guy and he fingers me I’m fine for a minute or so and then I get super hot and nauseous and literally have to jump up and run to the bathroom to throw up. It’s weird because it’s not like I don’t want to be doing it, i do I just get nauseous every time. This has been happening for a year and I don’t know what to do to change it. I really wonder if this has something to do with my sexual trauma and if anyone has ever experienced this as well.