u/Dazzling-Grape-6470

Hi! Baka may alam kayo na work for me. Need lang talaga for basic needs. Preferably stay-in sana kasi I'm practically living in the streets now. Kahit mababa sahod, basta enough para mabuhay haha.

Male. 31.

I have more than 5 years exp in Hospitality. I worked at Hotels in the US. Housekeeping, Houseman, Front Desk, Banquet Captain. Even worked as an EVS in a Hospital.

Worked at BPOs too handling Telco Accounts (T-Mobile/AT&T).

May exp din as a VA (Real Estate Transaction Coordinator) for Keller Williams Seattle.

I'm also good with computers (IT Undergrad).

I've also built custom gaming PCs (Liquid Cooled/Custom loops) as a hobby before.

Kahit anong work, mabilis naman ako matuto and I'm also hardworking. I'd like to do more of what is expected of me regardless of salary.

I can speak English, Tagalog, Bicolano.

Kahit saan!

Let me know, thanks!

Hi! Baka may alam kayo na work for me. Need lang talaga for basic needs. Preferably stay-in sana kasi I'm practically living in the streets now. Kahit mababa sahod, basta enough para mabuhay haha.

Male. 31.

I have more than 5 years exp in Hospitality. I worked at Hotels in the US. Housekeeping, Houseman, Front Desk, Banquet Captain. Even worked as an EVS in a Hospital.

Worked at BPOs too handling Telco Accounts (T-Mobile/AT&T).

May exp din as a VA (Real Estate Transaction Coordinator) for Keller Williams Seattle.

I'm also good with computers (IT Undergrad).

I've also built custom gaming PCs (Liquid Cooled/Custom loops) as a hobby before.

Kahit anong work, mabilis naman ako matuto and I'm also hardworking. I'd like to do more of what is expected of me regardless of salary.

I can speak English, Tagalog, Bicolano.

Let me know, thanks!

Price starts at P100

Location: Manila or kahit saan

Hello. It'll be over soon for me so I figured I'll just share some stuff with you guys.

I'm Chris, 31. Introvert. Born in a fucked up family. All I have was my mom although I grew up away from her. She was my everything. Lahat ng pangarap ko sa buhay, lahat achievement na gusto ko maabot, it was all for her.

Growing up, nakasandal ang buong pamilya nya sakanya. She has to provide for everyone. Even my cousin's education. Even their basic needs. At naiintindihan ko yun kaya I made sacrifices myself. I settled for a less expensive course when I was in college and studied in a public school. I declined my mom's offer to study in La Salle and stayed in Bicol.

My mom works in the US, we were both green card holders. She worked 3 jobs and a nursing student at the same time while supporting everyone.

I studied my 9th grade in the US and I saw all her hard work. May mga araw na 2 hours lang kami nagkikita. And it brings me to tears whenever I see my mom buy all her clothes in thrift shops samantalang ang mga pinapadala nyang damit samin is puro branded.

It really broke me when I lost her. I was in 2nd year college that time. I was not prepared to live alone in the US but I did it anyway. I had to face the world without my mom and nasa ibang lugar pa ako. I was scared. But I have to do it alone.

I blamed everyone. I hated everyone. Pero wala silang narinig sakin.

Ang hirap mag isa, lalo na when you're also grieving. Alam mo yung magmemessage lang sila sayo pag may kailangan/mangungutang?

Pero tiniis ko lahat. Sinolo ko yung depression. Yung anxiety. Yung stress.

Oo, you can say na there was a time where I can buy anything I want (I worked in hotels as a front desk, kitchen staff, housekeeping), pero it never made me happy. I was never into material stuff. I've always value family more than anything.

At some point I also tried working 3 full time jobs all at the same time, lol.

For almost 6 years tiniis ko. Hanggang sa hnd ko na kinakaya. I was already contemplating suicide that time. I decided to just go back to ph and give up my residency.

Pero I didn't reach out to anyone. Tumayo pa din ako ng ako lang. I worked in BPOs.

Pero parang hnd ko pa din tlga kaya.

That's when I decided to reach out to my relatives.

Dun na nagkaleche leche ang buhay ko HAHAHA

Dun ko naranasan yung gabi gabi kang paparinggan at ipapafeel sayo na pabigat ka.

Dun ko din naransan na pag iisipan ka ng masama ng sarili mong kadugo.

Sasabihan ka pa na hindi mo minahal nanay mo HAHAHA

Tinry ko naman pakisamahan pero ang hirap.

Hindi ko alam kung saan ako lulugar.

Kahit may trabaho na ako and plan to support them, wala pa din.

It feels like I am nothing without my mom. Parang hnd ako kadugo HAHAHA

Kaya ayoko na.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not always a good person. I made so many mistakes in life and I don't blame anyone as to why I'm here. This is on me.

I'm just tired of life. Siguro nga, if given the chance, things might get better, pero honestly, ayoko nang malaman pa. Ang alam ko lang pagod na ako. Pagod na pagod na.

Sorry sa lahat ng mga nasaktan ko. Sorry sa lahat ng mga pagkakamali at pagkukulang ko.

Sorry sa lahat.

So I was at Northgate Alabang, near Capital One. I was holding the cutter on my wrist when this cat clawed my arm and my backpack ( I was wearing a hoodie so I was fine). His name tag says "Dadan", a community cat in the area. He sat with me for a few mins then left.

I've been staying in Northgate Cyberzone at night and spend my days at Festival mall. I get water from fast foods and get food from Tom's World. 80 tickets = 1 biscuit. Managed to pick up a 5 pesos on the road, spent it in a peso net nearby oh and I also found a pack of cigarette outside the mall, lol. That's my life for now. I'll end it soon anyway so yeah.

Sorry

Just wanted to chill for the night.

Naexperience ko na siguro both highs and lows ng life. Ok na to. Nakakapagod na. I'll just go through with it. To be honest, I'm scared but I don't really have a choice, I just don't see how things can get better.

Tried searching for crisis support but unfortunately they only have phone numbers and I don't really have a phone number. I would've loved to talk to someone about how I feel, why I'm doing it. I'll be at one of the waiting shed of Alabang Northgate Cyberzone in a hoodie tonight around 9pm to midnight, if anyone cares to sit with me and talk, that'll be awesome.

Otherwise, that'll be it. Farewell everyone. I wish I would've been stronger. I'm just tired.

Someone I could be honest and say what I really feel?

Hi, 31, M, with more than 5 years of experience in the Hospitality Industry (Abroad). Also worked ng BPOs and VA.

Good in English. Good with computers.

Can do housekeeping, house cleaning.

In a tight spot right now, looking for a stay-in job (got nowhere to go, sleeping in pitx).

Any type of work, I'll do it.

Location: PITX

Hello! I tried to withdraw cash from 7/11 atm last friday pero walang lumabas na pera. I checked my account and it was deducted. More than 24 hrs na wala pa ding reversal. Bukas pa ako makakapunta sa metrobank branch to let them know although I already emailed them. Gaano po kaya katagal ang process? Sa PITX na po kasi ako natutulog and wala na pangkain haha

Update: Metrobank said it could take 7 banking days