u/Dazzling-Act-2293

I was diagnosed with Mia, bdd, IED, and mild adhd. I clearly have issues and I love my mother very much and she's the reason why I went to a psychiatrist anyway. But ever since I got diagnosed she says things like "u should stop victimizing yourself" or "u shouldn't take your diagnosis so seriously" or "why are u always so upset and angry, why aren't u ever happy?" I totally understand the generation gap and that she's just saying these things without any harm but it hurts a lot. I'm really suffering, and everyday of my life is hell. Also my psychiatrist left the country for a few days and I don't have their contact. They gave me an antidepressant that causes weight gain by slowing your metabolism and making u hungrier. I clearly don't have ana and I also suffer with a binge eating disorder (undiagnosed) so I didn't take any of that medication, I honestly just want it to end.

I got diagnosed with Mia, bdd, IED, and mild adhd. Everyday is hell, I told him everything and I even started to cry in front of him and told him that I had gained weight and that I wanted to kill myself. and I asked him for an antidepressant, he prescribed me with risperidone. And when I came home and looked up the side effects apparently u gain a lot of weight and that thought honestly makes me want to die, I was supposed to take it for 15 days, half a pill but I didn't take any. I tried to contact him but I don't have his contact so I contacted the clinic and it turns out he left the country for a few days..what should I do?

That's all I really wanted to know.

whenever I try to go in a calorie deficit I always end up binging, what should I do?

whenever I try to go in a calorie deficit I always end up binging, what should I do?