i like longer nails but sadly they break so easily at the job I do. especially the short ones, i also struggle with the change, so decided to do this to hopefully keep them longer. does it look silly with the different lengths or is it okay? i personally think i like it I'm just wondering what other people think!
I'm losing my mind. i remember seeing it random memes with like a child like voice and dancing. it was a filter i think? added on top of videos HELP
edit: i remember hearing it again in a basketball game of a euroleague team
i wanna start off my saying i might mention some triggering things. so yesterday i had 3 episodes of soft stools and I've been overall very anxious and on edge this past week so I've been struggling a bit. i also have a few shifts at work where I'm literally alone in the whole store. yesterday was one of those but i felt fine all things considering. today i had 2,5 solo hours before a coworker would come. I'm coming down with a cold which i knew was coming because my bf also has a cold. i felt a bit off but it was just respiratory stuff so i went to work anyways. 30 mins after my shift started i had diarrhea and i just spiralled so bad. i had to close up of course and i was just stuck at my jobs toilet for an hour until my coworker showed up. i felt like it might happen but it never did. I haven't had a panic attack like that for years. I was having cold hot flashes, the whole fun ordeal. i just felt trapped there and knowing that customers were literally outside waiting just piled onto my already existing anxiety. it was bad. like, bad. i managed to get home a bit after my coworker came and i just napped for 2 hours. I'm still feeling off or like i might go again. I don't even know if it's anxiety or I'm actually coming down with something at this point but my god it was horrible. just being there fucking helpless. i didn't even had water... I'm trying to be proud that i did it but i can't feel proud right now. at points i thought that it was gonna happen I didn't panic (more than i already was) but i realistically I don't know what I'd do if it did happen. today just sucked. i have feared this exact scenario, (along with actually vomiting) ever since I started this job and seeing it almost happen today was unreal and a bit traumatizing to say the least.