u/Curious_Mirror_2742

I got really convinced yesterday that I should run away from everyone and kill myself so I took money my parents gave me that I was supposed to spend on a college course and spent it on a plane ticket to another country and a bus ticket to a mountain in the middle of nowhere in said country, as well as a hostel and an expensive item that I don't need. This is the first time I've done something genuinely majorly financially stupid and idek what to do. I can refund the bus and the hostel, but I don't think I can get the plane ticket refunded (haven't had the energy to check today yet but I will), and there's a voice in my head telling me that I don't want to. All my life I've been 'high-functioning' by shutting everyone out and managing my symptoms and suffering entirely on my own. And now I've blown all that effort on something that will guarantee to ruin my parents' trust in me if I don't go through with it. Great.

Edit: airplane ticket non-refundable, so all that money goes down the drain. Fml bro.

Hi guys, i'm a trans guy in Bayern. I have everything approved for HRT (endocrinologist, gender therapy etc) and my endocrinologist's office told me that i need to send the referral letter from my gender therapist to my insurance (TK) for them to cover the cost before I can start the treatment, apparently this is a new procedure. I'm autistic and my german is a B2 so I'm overwhelmed as to figuring out where i need to send it or what to say. Does anyone know what website page i need to go to and how to do this? Thanks a lot