u/Cultural-Program-107

TW: sh, suicide attempt, etc mentions

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So I watch PixelDrink okay. I personally don't like the mha fandom it isn't very normal to me. I do like watching him though, it isn't the "I was shot twice and I still got back up again" like it usually is. Besides that I got back into mha not the cosplay type of the fandom, but actual shit about the show. Now I will say that I personally like to see things I relate to, just because it's sh and suicide attempts doesn't make it different. I still relate. Anyways I was searching for Deku's angst in the middle school part because I relate to that most. I find a gacha video that made me cry in just 2 minutes. I am now reading a fanfic on ao3 that has 11 chapters, not finished, and 42k words. anyways my rant is done

So I was in a discord server. They were very sh supporting and had calls doing it. You could ask "Can I join?" You would join the call and someone would be cutting on video. They would encourage you to do it and be hateful towards yourself. I was apart of it, I felt welcomed. I quit the server and find that out in the world it isn't okay to encourage that. I don't mind to see peoples scars or fresh cuts in person, it may be triggering but it is in none of my right to go up to a person and say that they are distracting and triggering me. Anyways, I don't know how to get the encouraging mindset out, any tips??

So I was in a discord server. They were very sh supporting and had calls doing it. You could ask "Can I join?" You would join the call and someone would be cutting on video. They would encourage you to do it and be hateful towards yourself. I was apart of it, I felt welcomed. I quit the server and find that out in the world it isn't okay to encourage that. I don't mind to see peoples scars or fresh cuts in person, it may be triggering but it is in none of my right to go up to a person and say that they are distracting and triggering me. Anyways, I don't know how to get the encouraging mindset out, any tips??