"19F" had a one sided crush on my situationship
When I was in highschool I meet this guy online just one year older than me
We live in 2 different continent (but he is Asian to ) we had my cousin as a mutual
Idk how me ended up talking but it was a real a good one (uk how you talk about something so random with close ones ) I felt that day w/ him we talk to each other on daily basis .we were doing the gm and gn bs as well lol.
Evenn tho we didn't meet irl but we use to ft as well
Last day I talk to him was aug 8 ,2025 .my phone got stolen and I had this imp exam coming that I didn't had time to get a phone
Just few days(it been 20 days ) I got a phone and got my data backed up . First thing I texted him .I told him I missed him sm, all that . And he said it back as well . We texted back and forth for that day onward .But today he was awake for a long time so I texted him why you up so late
and he was like he was thinking about his ex one years situationship . He told me they were so serious at one point they just was escape bf - gf phase and get married . I was so heart broken tbh. I really thought he like me to but didn't realise that he saw me as a friend for so long
Idk what to do?? should I treat him as a friend now (ngl I love our friendship)
And even if I want to be with him I can't handle the fact of being someone's shadow
I was planning to treat him as I use to before but now as a good friend whom I can talk to not in daily but like time to time