To all FA.
Did you try to get out if your confort zone at some point in your life, wether it’d be for work, sports, hobbies etc...
And if so did it help you to get out of your FA status ?
I wish i wasn’t born as an introvert and shy person.
I wish i was the kind of person who can connect with anybody, who can share exiting stories with strangers met during a party around a good beer or a cigarette.
I wish i was an extrovert who can enjoy life to its fullest without overthinking things, who could live abroad for years and come back home like it was nothing.
I wish i was the kind of person who could thrive without any skill or formation, just because of the meaningful connection they made.
But no...
I am an introvert person who can’t make more connections than those he made when he was young.
I am the kind of person who is too scared to live anywhere else than their hometown but at the same time isn’t even sure if he really wants to.
I am the kind of person who, the only time they shared a good moment around a beer with strangers was more the exeption than the rule and was more beacause they followed their extroverted friend.
I am the type of person who will overthink a nice moment and will follow along but never lead, never take initiative.
I know you should love yourself as you are...
But i also know it is a lie.