u/Consistent-Snow-7421

Umudum düşük ama yinede sormak istedim

AFAIK there's 3 options;with hormones, with skin layers got from thigh etc,and the one is made from plastic(?)

Like how do they pee or

I'm the most unusual person I know and it hurts so much

I was born and I already felt so different. Couldn't make any friends as a kid.I had 0 friends my whole childhood-teenage years.

I got diagnosed with hypopituitarism at 14

I have no experience in life it's the same as a 10 year old.

Im dumb as fuck I genuinely believe I have low iq.

I got diagnosed with social anxiety and depression.

I learned how to tie my shoes at 23 years old.

I never had a boyfriend.

I have literally no interest in anything.

I graduated from high-school at 19 years old.

My adult height is 4'10.

I didn't play games as a child especially the ones that needs motor skills.

I never played basketball volleyball or football.

I dont work or go to school

At one time I didn't step a foot outside in 6 months.

People would laugh at everything I did which I never understood why

I didn't speak to anyone in 4 years of high-school except teachers.

I dont watch movies or read books.

I never learned how to ride a bicycle.

I've never worn a crop top, tank top or skirt.

I can't relate anyone else in this world fully

I'm the most unusual person I know and it hurts so much

I was born and I already felt so different. Couldn't make any friends as a kid.I had 0 friends my whole childhood-teenage years.

I got diagnosed with hypopituitarism at 14

I have no experience in life it's the same as a 10 year old.

Im dumb as fuck I genuinely believe I have low iq.

I got diagnosed with social anxiety and depression.

I learned how to tie my shoes at 23 years old.

I never had a boyfriend.

I have literally no interest in anything.

I graduated from high-school at 19 years old.

My adult height is 4'10.

I didn't play games as a child especially the ones that needs motor skills.

I never played basketball volleyball or football.

I dont work or go to school

At one time I didn't step a foot outside in 6 months.

People would laugh at everything I did which I never understood why

I didn't speak to anyone in 4 years of high-school except teachers.

I dont watch movies or read books.

I never learned how to ride a bicycle.

I've never worn a crop top, tank top or skirt.

I can't relate anyone else in this world fully

I was born and I already felt so different. Couldn't make any friends as a kid.I had 0 friends my whole childhood-teenage years.

I got diagnosed with hypopituitarism at 14

I have no experience in life it's the same as a 10 year old.

Im dumb as fuck I genuinely believe I have low iq.

I got diagnosed with social anxiety and depression.

I learned how to tie my shoes at 23 years old.

I never had a boyfriend.

I have literally no interest in anything.

I graduated from high-school at 19 years old.

My adult height is 4'10.

I didn't play games as a child especially the ones that needs motor skills.

I never played basketball volleyball or football.

I dont work or go to school

At one time I didn't step a foot outside in 6 months.

People would laugh at everything I did which I never understood why

I didn't speak to anyone in 4 years of high-school except teachers.

I dont watch movies or read books.

I never learned how to ride a bicycle.

I've never worn a crop top, tank top or skirt.

I can't relate anyone else in this world fully

I'm not talking about people who enjoy the genre im talking about people who actively engage with kpop content.

As for me the most I've been into kpop was when I had no friends at school. They create a sense of belonging, community ,you feel like you personally know them at some point.

Would kpop be this popular If it had no aspect of parasocialism? or why would an functioning adult with active social life d be into kpop?

Şimdi ben 2022 yılında Liseden mezun oldum ve sanırım 600k falan yapmıştım.Bu 4 yıl içinde hiç çalışmadım ama üniversiteye gitmeyi çok istiyorum.Eşit ağırlıktan hazırlanmayı pilanlıyorum ne yapmalıyım imdat

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23F I graduated high school 4 years ago and I decided to take a gap year but I couldn't get back on track.Ive suffered and still do from extreme social anxiety and depression.In those 4 years I didn't do anything but doomscroll or played dumb games.Didnt watch a single movie or single chapter.

I know I've never been smart but I know I've been better than this.What should I do?should I quit internet cold turkey? What can help with my processing speed I'm genuinely so slow?