Not sore, doesn’t itch - I don’t even realise it’s there unless I’m looking at it. I’ve never had a cold sore before either.
I have been incredibly stressed lately and also crying frequently, wondering if this could be contributing?
Ugh, I feel awful for feeling this way. I know it’s wrong and I’m trying to outwardly not show it.
I’ve had a baby 48 hours ago, a little girl. I’m so attached to her and she is perfect. For the first 24 hours I was in my heaven, a little bubble with just me, her and my husband.
Our son ( 3 years old ) had been staying with my mother who he adores and for the first night home it was just me and husband with the baby. Our son is back home today.
Now to the point… I just don’t want to be around him. I want to be with my newborn, cuddling her constantly, soaking up this time with her. Tell me this gets better? A small part of me wants him to stay with my mother, but I’d never do this as I know it’s not good for any of us. I just don’t enjoy his company right now… has anyone been through this too? How did it get better?