I feel like I need him to continue in my university, if he's no longer there I won't be able to continue alone. I try to make friends with the girls of my class but it won't work. I feel trapped, if I don't study with him and his help I'll be completely useless.
19 F. I'm so dissappointed at myself so much, I'm so slow, when I'm studying I need to go to the bathroom or do something, or someone talks to me and I get distracted and I will need hours to recover and focus again, I can't even study without feeling guilty for not doing something else to help, I just feel like a burden that needs a lot so I can do the bare minimum when others of my age work, study, have friends, partners and enjoy their uni experience.
I'm so grateful for my life and all of that but I don't deserve it, I envy the janitors of my uni, women that are happy being housewives, farmers, or something. I'm good at following orders but not to think by my own, I wish I can work alone or give my life to someone who actually wants to live and has ambitions but they can't for lack of opportunities.
Hola en la escuela me pongo tan nervioso que no puedo dejar de reconocer a todos, registrar lo que saben, con qué están cómodos y con qué no, si es que les incomodo y por pensar tantas cosas me olvido de mi comodidad de tan solo sentirme que merezco estar bien en mi propia escuela. Me pongo mal por decir que aprobé un examen y el otro no, o viceversa, es tan frustrante no saber ser alguien gracioso porque puedo verme de alguien carismático a alguien que molesta
No sé que tan normal es esto, desearía no ser alguien tan incómodo
I've been going through a difficult time, and I told my partner that I love them and that I haven't felt like being intimate for school pressure. Besides that, I feel guilty seeing my grandmother needing more help and I want to help more at home. I can't stand seeing my parents so tired because they work so hard, I struggle to focus when I feel pressured I can't focus and I can do just one small step at time
They told me exactly this: "And that's partly why I wanted to talk about sex because, whether you like it or not, nobody compliments me, nobody, only you do it sometimes, and that's why I wanted to talk about it because it helps me feel less miserable, but then what happened with your grandma happened, we don't send each other old pictures anymore, we don't talk about that anymore, and everything went to shit."
Hola en mi universidad reprobé una materia y tengo dos materias pendientes de mi semestre actual, estaba pensando si era buena idea poner solo esas dos materias para avanzar con mi certificación de inglés, completar las horas de actividades extracurriculares y ya ser alumno regular una vez que apruebe la materia.
Aparte han sido muchos gastos de las materias que tengo ahora (son prácticas no tan económicas) y si tengo dos materias puedo ahorrarme más dinero y tiempo, pero puedo tardarme más en salir, aún no sé si sea buena idea pero suena mejor a darme de baja temporalmente
¿Qué tan recomendable es? ¿Alguien lo ha intentado? ¿debo poner carga máxima de materias el siguiente semestre? ayuda porfavor se los agradecería mucho