u/Complex-Common3697

I dont know

Sorry for writing here but I feel like im in the way of my mom's life and a burden because im holding her back from life and relationships, which I am,im not trying to make any excuses but I feel like i need to die in order to truly be free myself.I know it's just a dark thought but I dont care anymore about living,im am utterly useless and deserve whats happening to me,im not a productive member to society neither do I want to be,i wasn't supposed to born anyways so I dont know if im just rambling or just want someone to talk to,but something needs to change and I know it depends on me.

Im sam and im sorry for wasting your time

Sorry for writing here but I feel like im in the way of my mom's life and a burden because im holding her back from life and relationships, which I am,im not trying to make any excuses but I feel like i need to die in order to truly be free myself.I know it's just a dark thought but I dont care anymore about living,im am utterly useless and deserve whats happening to me,im not a productive member to society neither do I want to be,i wasn't supposed to born anyways so I dont know if im just rambling or just want someone to talk to,but something needs to change and I know it depends on me.

Im sam and im sorry for wasting your time