Should I end the friendship with my guy best friend
There has been a guy that I have known for 2 years who has become one of my best friends. But recently, I have considered cutting ties because of my feelings for him. We met on a dating app, and he has asked me out in the past, but it turned into a great friendship because I wasn't ready for a relationship at the time. I'm still not. I struggle with life at home (relationship with dad), and deal with serious depression/ocd, etc so it has taken a toll on my view of relationships or how I cope. But I can't deny that after 2 years of being wishy washy with him, I developed feelings. I am VERY slow when it comes to a crush if it's long distance. And he has talked to me a lot in the past few months about different girls he has been talking to, and it has hurt. The longer I am friends with him while he is exploring relationship stuff (and I am not saying he should be with ME), the more I hurt and regret not saying yes to that date 2 years ago, even though I was just not ready. Should I end the friendship given how complicated this has become?