u/Cloudy542

In a dynasty superflex league i was offered Lamar Jackson and a 2027 2nd for my 1.03, David Montgomery, and cj stroud.

I’m 19 years old I’ve been graduated for a year still haven’t gotten a job or gone to school for anything. When I was in high school I had 0 friends. Talking is extremely hard for me and I would spend my entire day very anxious and it was exhausting. I used to throw up in the morning before school from being anxious, and when I wasn’t at school I would spend all my time dreading school. It got to the point I was miserable all the time and was depressed. Now I pretty much just sit at home all the time doing useless stuff like playing video games, it was nice at first but lately it’s been very depressing. I know I need to get a job and I want a job but the anxiety/fear of me feeling like I was when I was in high school is way stronger than my want for a job. I have very few friends but one already has his own business making really good money for his age and is engaged and the other also has a really good job and is with a girl he’ll most likely end up married to. Meanwhile I have no job I’ve never had a girlfriend talking to a girl probably isn’t even a possibility for me right now because of how nervous it would make just talking to anyone makes me very nervous even my own family aside from my parents and grandparents. I just feel so behind right now compared to everyone else and I know there’s no way my parents aren’t at the very least slightly disappointed in me.

I’m 19 years old Ive been graduated for a year now, and still haven’t gotten a job or gone to school for something. I only have 2 friends it’s embarrassing because one is engaged and owns his own business and another is with a girl he’ll probably end up getting married to and has a good job and they both have there own place they live at with there girls. Meanwhile I’m still living with my parents doing useless stuff all day like playing video games. I wanna get a job but when I was in school I spent pretty much all day at school anxious. A lot of a days I would throw up before school from anxiety and was just miserable all the time constantly dreading the next day of school and being anxious all day, so one of the mean reason I haven’t got a job is I’m worried about that same thing happening when I get a job and just being miserable all the time and hating life more than I already do, I’m also worried about doing a job interview. I know there’s no way my parents aren’t disappointed in me and that I pretty much just sit at home and play video games all the time. I know I can’t go forever without getting a job and I want to get a job but the fear/anxiety of getting a job far outweighs the want to get a job, so until my parents force me or I don’t have a choice I don’t really see me being able to make myself get a job. What age did you guys get a job and did you have similar problems?

A friend of mine wants to start going to the gym and asked if I’d go with him. Part of me wants to go but I had weight lifting in high school and hated it. We would lift weights as well as doing agility stuff and it wasn’t that bad but even though I knew no one was paying attention to me I always felt like everyone was just staring at me. I’m worried it will feel like that going to the gym with my friend. Does anyone else have this problem or do you guys enjoy the gym?

Some of the ones that stand out to me are half grown, the good I’ll do, cannonball, tishomingo, burn burn burn, and someday(Maggie’s). I’m curious on which ones you guys think have his best songwriting.

It seems like all the time my dreams show me the things I want most or fear I’ll never have then I have to wake up to realize none of it was real. For example I just woke up and had a dream that I spent some time with the girl I liked in high school (I’ve been graduated for a year) nothing even happened the dream was just us talking, at the end she was saying she liked me and wanted to hang out more. It’s kinda stupid it just sounds stupid even explaining it. One of my biggest fears is never being in a relationship because right now talking to people is extremely hard and talking to someone I’m attracted to is basically impossible. Everyone time it happens it’s very depressing and pretty much leaves me bummed out the entire day it’s like my dreams show me this stuff just teasing me. Does anyone else have this happen?