Hey guys..need advice. Quick non TMI backstory, I was actually relatively sober from everything for a solid 3 months keeping it casual every two weeks when my friend was in town. I was doing well
Then a parent passed away. I won’t get into details but i relapsed to the point I feel more addicted now than prior? I’m going on a sober mountain meditation retreat this weekend but if that doesn’t work idk…
Just need some level of guidance